Why am I sharing this now? Because I am ready to stop feeling sorry for myself and make some real changes in my life. Because I am ready to love myself as I am. Because I am ready to feel like I am living and not just existing. Because my life depends on it. Because I don’t want to look back on this time in my life and wish I would have. Because I don’t want to feel like I am living in the shell of a person anymore. Because I want to end this vicious cycle within myself.